I woke up with emptiness almost every morning, I know there is something missing in this life, far away from You, I even can’t feel that guardian angel sitting next to me anymore..I’ve lost You, I’ve lost my self, my arrogant kills my nerves and my pride is too high to admit, I want You back, to save my life again, I’m sorry for not talking with You sincerely for a long time, this sadness is too deep now..I always said that I need to take a break for a moment, but actually i just became a stupid bastard who escaping and coward to face anything, I told my self to be strong, but actually I’m too weak…everything should be okay..in the end..when it’s still not okay, just believe it will be okay in the end…
Just hold on a little while longer.













